Hmm wondering if anyone shares the same feeling.. I tend to be more like a real christian on sundays.. that means to say attend for service.. present at church.. But on other days.. I seems to be like on my own.. having my own lists of to do list.. well actually doing nothing much.. acomplish nothing much.. in front of computer only.. It feels so normal to do that.. as in it's like born with it.. or shld I say it's a habit.. Being a one day christian a week which is on sunday.. The rest of the week back to normal self.

Maybe it takes very effort I have to keep on reminding myself that I'm a christian and there are certian things that I should not do and certain things that I should do..Not to mention the basic two - QT and prayer.. More imptantly do we think abt God? In the midst of doing things do we think of Him? Whisper to Him? (just a thought that came across my mind) We can read the bible but not think of Him..

Btw I'm just thinking abt smthing.. I'm wondering if we seriously lack fellowship??? Esp for the younger ones.. cos if you come to think of it.. what they doing now.. The by rite.. is to go for pei xun.. lessons lessons and more lessons.. then for service.. more knowledge.. but how much can one absorb? though some really can absord and some wrote it down into notes.. But for me personally.. I can't really absorb..I dunno what's the problem maybe my mind keep on thinking abt useless things, hence can't really concentrate most of the time.. or can it be too much "teaching"- as in one teacher follow by another preacher keep on telling u the teachings and stuffs (referring to pei xun and sermons).. and you just sit there.. then slowly all these become too dead liao.. guess it's a sort of personal problem bah.. Guess I need to focus more..

Well back to the main topic.. the younger ones.. let's say they really absorb it.. But how many actually practice what is being taught? (not to mention that i'm also guilty always) hmm the point i'm trying to bring across is that.. being involve in fellowship.. serving inside fellowship then maybe we can see, experience and feel the "teachings" as we might be also to see people who actually practice what is being taught and it motivates us to do likewise.. being in fellowship, caring and loving one and other.. practice of love.. hmm you know what I'm thinking? I'm thinking about... you know there are different grps rite? Then let's say ok this group this week the program you all incharge.. you all do.. you all settle.. so ppl will be invovle.. planning.. decorations.. arrangging of chairs and stuff.. equipment.. this not only allow more ppl to learn and discover what they are gd at in serving, but also interaction also alot more.. it sounds like last time tuai qi rite? hmm.. Thru all these maybe we can better practice more of the teachings also ya??.. hmm what do we really lack of? the tuai qi seems to me like yet another sunday activity.. teachings.. hm just personal opinions and comments.. not a propaganda or anything.. Well do take care guys.. esp Uni students life not ez.. do share out the problems and pray for one another ya? (Well just to note that.. whatever u see here, what I type.. pls dun mistaken me as a very nice guy or whatever sia.. i'm not.. really i'm not, I'm not very stable.. once in a blue moon I will happen to think about stuffs and just say.. and its a say say only thing.. well it is a NATO (no action talk only) ).. well cheers!