thoughts

i am just wondering should i very much blog on a class blog. just on some thoughts on how the bonds in our class gt "loosen up" within the years. its just some random thoughts.no offence to everyone ya!?Let's just say 6 years ago..when our class was a seperated class as Daniel and Joshua grps. From the time we entered the "senior" youths class. a merger of class took place..and fellowship started blah blah..we have so much fun together..the sharings everything...soon..one by one left. i dont know what's really wrong with our group..the feelings is wierd..we used to having different care groups during fellowship..and ya. we shared with specific people....now when we are one whole group...we tend to share and open up ourselves..so much things happen from the beginning of this year..from the death of brother Qing Wen..and the many that left the group...are our bond really there?

Of course..as time passed by, our bonds was tested again..it was ups and downs..we have such wonderful great CGls.but are we really sharing our lives? when we have grp outing..how many of us..take the time off to come? The bible says“Do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink, or about your body, what you will wear” (Matthew 6:25) so spending for 2 hours for a simple grp gathering really takes so much of our time? i know its a bit crude to say all this..cos i may be wrong or my perspective or my thinkings may not be what everyone thinks...are our bonds today yes..today till now really close..looking at the number of ppl coming for peixun..from a number that could fill mgt room 1 (20) to only 8 ppl..

I do not know what's happening to everyone.why cant we be like last time..like having being close..and able to share..i lost this feeling for quite some time..really...

its a cruel truth that i have written..but i think we should all think about it..especially when we are going to be a seperate fellowship from others..( thinking of it..it hurts me...) i will missed fellowships on sat...