the news came to me in a sudden and shocking manner.. i couldnt believe wad i saw and heard from isaac..i called kaisun..and asked wad happen..it was a total shock..i called shijia..to tell him the news..i remember that qing wen called me 3 weeks ago..on a thurs.he was concerned and asked him hw i was doing and stuff...i was rushing my project..so i told him i was busy and i would called him back..i saw him in church when Rev.Tan was in church preaching. he was with kaisun..i regret i always kinda act dao to him..he talked to him..but yet i replied him in words nt sentences..though i noe him for like 2 years..i talked to him several times on the fone while i was in ns..he was asking me bout further studies and stuff..he came to my hse once..he told me bout his interests and stuff..yes..i regret tad i didnt bring him back to church..to fellowship.. to understand him more when he left us for quite some time.. it was sad..the news came too sudden..tad a friend jux like tad..
life is too fragile.. this incident of our friend has really caused me to reflect on myself as a christan....my attitude..hw i treat towards friends..towards ppl in church..act smart attitude..acting dao..neglecting friends who are concerned for me bt i didnt realized
i was poundering wad shijia said bout....do we really care for the souls of our non-christian friends?... before i wrote this entry..i have lots..yes..in sch....i asked myself..did i ever make an attempt asking them to come for our christmas concert last year? worship nite? i didnt..i jux causually asked.this incident kinda of reminded me many things..to be more concerned for our non-christian friends..and also to be concerned for brothers and sisters in chirst..whether they are in our fellowship or peixun or those who left us for other churches /services or nt..we should care for them..we are all in God's big family...i am praying that me as well as all of us will have the willing to care,concern and love each other..to share..communicate with each other..nt only with ppl from our class..but the younger ones..the sec 1, 2 3 etc etc.....i may be a big crude..but i think we are lacking in communications lots..as yingshan has said previously.. i really prayed that we would all grow into chrstians who influenced each other life..
we wont know what will happen to us..only God knows..maybe wad happen to our brother here really warn us..that we should stay close..to be more bonded.to share more..it might be God's plan..i dont know. whatever things may happen, its really God's plan for us..
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I think this event reminds all of us, not just you, of how lightly we treat evangelism. There are many relatives and friends that I'm nervous of preaching the gospel to, or most of the time haven't been putting effort at all.
i think we all learnt the lesson thru a very hard way..hope that we learnt to tresure fellowship..treasure peixun...,tresure the importnace of spreading the gospel, treasure the importance of opening up and sharing our life, treasure the class..tresure brothers and sisters more now after wad happen...
-isaac-
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